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Can I just tell everybody how much I love my sweet husband? OK, thanks.

I LOVE MY SWEEEEEEET HUSBAND!!

He's so stinkin' great.. let me give an example...

This month has been crazy for us money wise, we've had to pay a lot of things that we don't normally have to, so we've been saving like crazy and have had to be super super careful. It hasn't really been STRESSFUL cause luckily we've been on top of it, but today it all got to me cause some more money things came up that we weren't planning on....and that just plain sucks! And I've been planning on going home to utah/idaho next month to go to a concert with my sisters and see my family..and we were counting on using a buddy pass from a friend which would only cost $99 for a round-trip flight! But that's not going to work out, so we'll have to end up buying regular priced tickets....and THAT totally sucks! So I was kinda stressin' and was super sad because I was thinking we wouldn't be able to afford to buy me plane tickets (and we're still not completely sure..:( :( but i can't talk about it much or i'll cry) and I just felt like a burden cause most of our bills this month are cause of me...my phone bill is stupidly high cause last year (before I ever met or knew about Sam..) I felt it was necessary to add a line to my plan so I could get a cheap phone (oh man, i'm still ticked at myself for that dumb move) and so we pay a lot for MY phone alone, and then with us buying a new car we've had to pay a big down payment to the dealership and to our insurance...so I just felt bad and sad and stressed, and I called Sam in tears to talk to him about it and I thought he was going to get all stressed and upset like me, so I was hesitant to call... But i'm SOOO glad I did. He's such a stud. He totally handled it so well and made me feel so so much better. He reminded me that everything will work out because we're paying our tithing and doing what we need to be doing.. He's so good at bringing me back to earth when I'm freakin out or stressed about something. I dunno, he's just awesome and I'm so so thankful for him. It might not seem like a big deal to other people, and it really wasn't a huge miraculous thing, but it meant a lot to me..I love that he can make me feel better so quickly over anything. Moments like this make me realize just how lucky I am to have him. We've grown SOOO much as a couple in the last few months, like a ridiculous amount. We've learned so a lot about each other these 8 months of being married, but I think in the last 2 we've learned the most, and its made us so much closer. And now that I look back on it all, I'm really thankful for all the hard stupid times we've had, cause without them we wouldn't be where we are today.
Does anyone have any crackers for my CHEEEEESE? Geez.. :)

But for real, I love Sam more than anything in this whole wide world and I'm so thankful for him.

...just thought I'd share with everyone...